samedi 18 juillet 2009

Samedi avant d'aller chez Nadia


Aïchaaaaaaaaaa tu dois être dans les airs. En tant que Poulette, ça me donne très envie de voler. Alors tu es une chanceuse. Merde. Je veux voler.

Tu sais, aujourd'hui j'ai enfin compris pourquoi tu dis que mon chat pue... Je l'avais pas vu depuis 2 semaines et ça m'as fait un petit choc. Merde tu avais raison.

Merde merde merde. ça sonne bien ce mot non ?

Tu te rend compte que je racconte rien de spécial, que je dis que des conneries, et que je parle que à toi parce que je sais que tu seras la seule à lire ça. Merde.

Je t'aime.

2 commentaires:

Aïcha a dit…

Camille tu me manques :'(

Now i actually need to cry like a baby but nothing cames out. So many reasons but ... i can't take it anymore. For now i'm a desastre area. I want to cry. My brother is in the piano's room making as much piano he can like for ... one year ... and i want to cry... and yesterday was the last day i could talk to my american firends until 7 in the morning cause that's the only way to really talk to them cause it's when they go ... as normal hours on internet...and i fell asleep at not even 3. thinking i would wake up not a long time after ... but i didn't i woke up at 3 pm ... i wanted to cry more than ever .... and i realised that the people i wanted to cry for were never coming at my hours of not sleeping to talk to me... so i really want to cry .. but i think that the fact that i'm fucking more attached to them than they are of me is not that much a problem... but it is ... i mean they rarly say hi and begin the conversation... it's always me ... ALWAYS ... but i don't really want to care about that cause they are 5908.50 kilometres away and that i miss them as i miss ... nothing ... i miss them more than anything...and i m so pathetic cause none of them miss me that much...they miss each other that much but not me ... but i'm sad i am fucking sad i know your article was more like a funny one and i come and i put all my stupid pathetic person here .. but i need to let it out...sorry haha you said you were a friend... so you have to take this :P ... and so i want to cry. and my dad kills me like he made the same scene as everytime i see him and there i don't want to talk to him for now...i need to wait until i want but i'm afraid i'll never want ... so i'll call him in two weeks i don't care if it wakes him sad cause he makes me sad shitless . i'm angry pissed off and fucking emotionnal and no i don't have my periode. i want to cry so bad and when my brother will leave i think i won't be able to keep it all in. Here. my fuking today's feelings. i sorry . i m sorry. i love you and i'm sorry you realised that your cat did smell bad. but if you love someone he can smell as much as he wants just be happy to be with that person cause when he won't be here anymore you'll miss that shity smell. ha. okay i'm so morbid right now what the fuck ! So i love you too i see you tomorrow expect the hugest hug ever and i love the picture soo much ! waw

Aïcha a dit…

sorry for before :S i actually cried now. So i feel... better i think... i hope well i hope all the dirt with nadia cleans up a bit...we are dark people ... ^^ love you mad person <3


word : dishi haha